I’m just popping here to let you know that I’m not dead (well, maybe a little bit deep inside, yeah). I should be back soon (hopefully next week) with new posts and replies to your comments.
Last few months have been a huge emotional rollercoaster for me, and just like it usually ends, I’m sitting here with yet again broken heart. This time though, I realise that it’s my fault and the price I pay for building hopes for things that, thinking realistically, aren’t very likely to happen. Hopefully I’ll start learning from those experiences one day.